This is my little story..
To say love to somebody that i love, it's some kind difficult to me, because i have no romance..
I've never said love to my parents, yet.. Even though, i really want to say that..
I've never said love to my lil sisters, yet.. Even though, i really want to say that..
I've never said love to my brother, yet.. Even though, i really want to say that..
And if i have somebody that i like, it would be hard for me to express my feeling..
Because i have no romance..
So, i just can write that feeling in this blog..
I really really love you daddy..
I'm really happy, if someone said that i really looks like you.. I'm kind of sorry to mother for that. khekhe..
When i saw you at your work place, i really felt that you've trying hard to bear all your duty as father..
And when you back home from work, i can see your weary face.
But i haven't done anything to wipe up your weary.. wait, i've gave you a massage when you ask me to do that..
hehe,, at least i've done something (even though it's just a little)..
And i cried when i know that you were sick.. Please stay healthy daddy..
And mother, how are you today?? there's a song with a tittle "mother how are you today?"
And the lyric is really choked me up. I want to sing that song for you..
I love you ma, and i'm sorry for grew up like this..
You must feel lonely now, when one by one your child has gone away, not in home..
I'm sorry because i didn't use to calling you often..
And i'm sorry, i've yelled at you when i was a teenager..
I really am sorry, but i love you ma..
Hey my two lil sisters, why are you two always quarrel?
I didn't have enough sleep at the night when you two always yelling at another..
but still, i love you two my lil sisters.. it's kinda "geuleuh" to say this..
And you two must be gave me a weird face, if i really say that at your face..
In the future, please try hard to give the best for our parents.. love you always..
And bang, haha, it's kinda awkward to call you brother..
when we was kid, we grew up together, at that moment we really like brother-sister, very close with another.
I feel that we must lead our lil sister, give them some good model with our behaviour.
Please be good with often calling our daddy.. And always care to mama..
and the last, i love you too..
and, for someone (yang ntah siapa, yang nantinya) will be my husband, please be patient with my "no-romance" behaviour. And please be tender to me, and my big family..
dan terakhir, i just want to say, why is this "no-romance" behaviour choose me? hahaha..
I'm sorry for my bad writing..
-Husna Kusnandar-
15:54
Dramaga Bogor